XUE HUI.

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junior college

hahas.since i dint talk abt cjc at all,i shall talk abt it nw,esp aft i hv withdrawn frm it.but den,it's nt dat i dont lyk it den i withdraw.it's due t some reason.cos joan cant continue alr!!haix.e first 3 days of orientation was damn borin.i dint lyk it at all cos i couldn reallyopen up t e ppl there.but den things began t change when we were regrouped agn f e rest of e mths.i was in 1t34 n a damn gd class it was.there r 24 peeps there.17 guys n only 7 gals..but alle girls were v close.im so happy t meet lynn,sandra,priscilla,clara n bao run.yea!n joan was in my class as well!!so happy!!den e surprisin thing is i met v gd guy frens as well.dint thot of it rite?they r hao bin,jun hong,chris,casey,shi lam,issac,zhao long,dominic,alastair etc.e guys r fun but they do tease ppl(other guys)as well..haha.e ppl there were callin joan n i 7 & 8.but den,joan n i were e closest t hao bin n jun hong e most..they r damn funny!!so e next 3 days were fun orientation w our new classmates.hao bin came t talk t us n he really gt a gd sense of humor.den e 4 of us sorta talk n talk on e bus..u noe wad?jun hong's birthday is same as mine!!so coincidental.he's v responsible.hahas.but den i think he's shy sometimes cos he dint talk as much as hao bin does.*ponders*yea.it's kinda hard t imagine dat they r frm boys' sch..maris stella..they r more opened then some guys frm mixed sch..wad i think la.then e 3rd day,we met chris who happened t b joan n my pri sch mate.haha.it's a small world aint it?but den he lykst disturb me in class..sometimes..haha..there's one time when he took my water bottle n pretend t take it away.then he alwys lyks t turn my pencil box arnd..hahas.b4 we left cj,he even admitted dat he cannot irritate me alr.but i dont mind cos i noe he's jux jokin .i tell him abt who i lyk so he's kinda lyk a gal fren t me..den e gals..sandra talks abt guys so there's common interest there.she also thot dat e j2 guys r nice lookin.seriously,cj is a fun place t b at dats y i cant concentrate sometimes la..hahas.i lyk cj ok?kk..den sandra is damn pretty as well.if im nt wrong,lotsa guys lyk dis small lil gal.kk.den lynn.she's a true fren n i gossip w her.she always says dat i lyk t visit e loo,which is also true la.pris is a bit cranky.she lyks t dance e donkey dance(she named it)she's also e donkey in our grp.im saggy,joan's crazy,lynn is loony,bao run is funny.wad abt sandra n clara?nope.we dint give em any.e diff btwn a gals' sch n a mixed one is dat it's a lot more fun in a mixed sch.definitely.den it was quite sad cos bao run withdrew frm cj.nw it's joan n me.den today,b4 e 2 of us left,e atmosphere were quite tense cos we cant part w em.den sandra said she felt lyk cryin.but she dint..haha.but lynn n pris cried n i was damn sad.lynn jokingly says dat she wanna give me e tissue dat she wiped her tears w.i was lyk "i dont want!".so bad rite?den joan n i went down t bid farewell t hao bin n jun hong.so we kinda talked f a while.n den we left e canteen.as i walked t e bus stop i felt lyk cryin.cos i'll b leavin cj 4eva.e place dat holds so many memories f me..it's nt exaggeratin.it's true.there were many first times here.will i go back t cj?dat depends on results..joan wont wanna go back i noe.she wanna go t a gd sch.she gt a pt there.but it's quite sad too..haha.hao bin told me dat e atmosphere was quite weird cos we weren there anymore n he said e ppl miss us..haha..is it really true?i doubt he'll patronise me since he's so sincere abt it.i seldom use dis blog but den today is a really special day in my life so i wanna pen it all down jux so dat i will rmb it always.i wonder if i'll b happy in another sch?will i meet so many great ppl there?i hope so.suddenly,i felt so overwhelmed w emotions.i wonder y.wasnt lyk dat in crescent..as i close dis lil chapter of mine,i'll open another new chapter.it sounds a bit cliche but it's really wad i wanna say la.i love all e ppl at 1t34..at least those dat i was really close w..memories lyk dis one here will nver b erased.i dont wanna forget hw i managed t open up myself(at least until nw)n i definitely dont wanna forget e ppl dat i know..once frens,forever frens..

when i say cj u say oi,cj oi,cj oi..
when i say cj u say zai,cj zai,cj zsi.

ps:i'll miss them.really.

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2:49 AM

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Im rotting at home.
literally.
juz surfed arnd n i saw dat disgusting person's blog.
yea..
so disgusting ok.
pig.oink.oink.somtimes i really hope she can juz go back t where she belongs.*oink*
get it?
but luckily she's currently outta s'pore nw.
luckily.
at least there wouldnt b anyone pollutin e air here.

joanne chua n i found a job!!thanks t delia!!
hope fel will find one too!!did u try out at ice lemon tee?
i hope dis yr will get by sooner!!
haha..
only i noe e reason y..
2007 is a new start f evryone i guess.hmm.
wad can i do?
planned t do so much things b4 'o's but now it's lyk i dont feel lyk doing anything at all..

haha..

you sucks ;
9:46 PM

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hee

helloo.bloggin agn.jux wanna get rid of a post but funny cldn find it..haix.

jux gotta type dis n hope dat it'll push it down..

you sucks ;
10:17 PM

lalala

lalala..so bored so decided t cum in n check..hey..nt dat i don wanna blog..jux too lazy datx all.funny..cldnt find sam's blog..haix..muz b i too long dint check..



hope e time pass quickly nxt yr..u noe wad i mean?don wanna spell it out u c..but i guess u guys noe wad i mean la..

hee.datx all:>

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10:02 PM

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heyx

hello..

long time dint blog le..
haha
was kinda busy coz there were many enrichment programmes..hoo..haaa
wanted joan,fel,sam,amanda t go out wid me..but i guess my ideas r kinda cranky larz..heehee..

muz go t sentosa ok?
wad abt night safari?
m..wld b goin t queensway wid joan i guess..haha
datz abt all.nth much t update anw..hoo

you sucks ;
9:40 PM

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hihi

yo.. i gt a new idol.. he is really cute. mayb sum ppl will critisize but it's nt dat i care. i dun wanna care. dis is his pict:

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4:19 AM

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drat it,man

so i was down on my luck recently. yar.. i mean i m so frustrated. even dis stupid com wouldnt load quickly. watz e problem exactly? as if im so happy larz..k

so i played 'mediator' t joan n her bf. i mean i tried t tok joan arnd frm breakin up.. i hope i wouldnt make a wrng decision. k.. so i was lyk tellin her nt t give up her relationship dat easily.. she gt her own probs larz.. so sad.. i couldnt help her much. yep..

im nt a les

i m nt a les

im nt a les

k. so i think i hv nv lyked a guy b4. i mean my heart doesnt beat faster when i c a guy i lyk. omg. i gt a prob. cum save me

or issit dat i dun feel a thing f anyone.. im numb.really.

im drama rama.i really m ok???

wth.. i couldnt concentrate in geog class today. really. i seem nt t conc anymore. hahas

so i promised joan dat i wld go t e sleepover. but i couldnt. so sad.

i act lyk i dun care but i really do..

hmm. kwan said y i m nt serious now? how do i noe? she said i was really attentive at first n she asked me wat happened t make me lose my conc? how wld i noe? i mean tokin in her class wouldnt kill rite? c'mmon her lesson is so dry n tirin k..

i was scolded by lotsa ppl. nobody cares anywae so watz e pt in tellin?

i m nt gonna keep bad frenz anymore. if u dun noe how t appreciate me it's ur prob. nt mine.. im nt gonna change f ya.. im onli gonna cherish those dat i noe will b nice

yar.. n i went t k box ystd wif my clique. hmm. it was fun. they said i dint sing a lot. i'll try harder nxt tym,guys..spent abt 15bucks? dunno

stop judgin ppl.

stop thinkin dat u r always rite.

u dun understand ppl. stop passin snide remarks n think u r so big ar..

nt all ppl gotta look up t u.

c'mmon u r nt e only person here. hello?

stop thinkin dat ppl work f u

u need t c a psychiatrist cuz u think e world evolves arnd ya.

look arnd n u will realise how many ppl hate u

wth.

im juz gonna tolerate u jux f e moment

dun force me.

guys, u noe hu i m tokin abt?

thanx sam:)

strictly by tan xue hui

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12:11 AM

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heez

kk.. so i am in amanda's hse now.. yep. usin her com t type dis entry.. k so there's is nth much t say. shld i start frm ystd? k. so i went t jo's hse after e trs' day rehearsal. i thot dat i cld take sum nice picts t upload in e friendster. but i dint take really nice picts larz.. here goes nth.. yar n i saw jo's stead. i was lyk nt really tokin t him coz i hope i wont get involved in dis whole thingy larz.. tehn jo sorta blame me f givin him e cold shoulder. k, i mean i was nt tokin t him, dat's all. i M NT GIVIN HIM E COLD SHOULDer.. mayb.. but i juz dun wanna tok t him dat's all.. no harm done here is it?

i couldnt find my gal's blog.. i think she is so chio k? i hope i dun sound lyk a les here.. she is my angel as usual.. i luv her. i wont share her man.. kk.. kiddin.

yep n jo went t esplanade t hv a romantic tym wid jj.. i hope he wont toy wif her feelins.. but he seems t b quite a nice guy t her n her family n her frenz. joan said she went hm at 2 in e mornin.. hee.. sorrie jo f blabbin out ur secret:) blah...

i luv her, yar i mean i finally get t c her blog. she bloggedmany funny things. amanda said i was lyk clinging t her evry word.

stop it.. i m alr bothered by so many things alr, f goodness sake!!!

wth.. pls save me.. i m lost

haha. stop bein cool

omg.. stop referrin t me

gth.. i m alr overloaded by too many troubles without addin urs to my list, thank u veri much

pl spare a thot f me if u will..

ppl dun wanna b dat way if they can choose it.. u noe wat i mean?

fuck off..

buzz off..

kick ur own ass f me..

thanks.

-xuehui- luvz u:)*winks*

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12:38 AM

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